What does it mean to be beautiful, and who has the right to judge, or say that something is more beautiful than the other? Why is our society so caught up, in teasing and making fun of other people?... where you can't be happy in your life... with your job... with your friends, and even what you enjoy doing; your hobbies. At this point and time in my life, I have become angry... sad... lonely... I feel sorry for myself. I desire what other people have, and I have given up that I could get any better in the thing I enjoy most out of my day. I'm at the point of my lowest being. Im constantly screwing up things, never to satisfy, or get rewarded with.
But what does that all mean? It's just all a bunch of mundane things. We as human beings forget to enjoy what we enjoy doing. We forget to be happy knowing you can enjoy things. And that sometimes nothing is the best reward... and if you are constantly letting yourself down, you won't be at the best of your potential. But stopping yourself from being unhappy can be very difficult ... you get stuck in the memories of being let down or forgotten, you try to forget but your mind keeps entering that depressing area.
When you don't have someone to talk to... when you feel like nobody really cares if you die... or if you feel as if your life has no meaning or purpose... rethink... every person that you talked to today; negative or positive care for you as a person. And negative things only grow you as a human being, in life and everywhere else.
